Hey Everyone!
So I have decided that I will start a blog :) I am not sure how this will go and I really would like to design this thing a little better but as of now I cannot find a houndstooth pattern to put on here! So never the less. I hope that if you will read this you will be blessed at least that is my prayer. I feel like I have so much to say and this is the best way that I can get it out. I will put the disclaimer out though that this blog will more than likely not be grammatically correct and I am sorry for that :)
My blog is named Moving Forward and as of right now that is the main theme of my life. After years and years and years of battling with myself I have completely given my life to God. Does that mean that I wont mess up: No. But I know that I have a close relationship with my God and Savior and because of his wonderful amazing grace I am forgiven. I can make mistakes and keep moving forward in my walk with God. I will no longer let Satan tell me that I have messed up so I might as well forget it. As it says in the song I am hear to declare that my past is over!
God is doing such a big work in my life. I have said since January that 2011 was going to be a big year for my family and I and so far in many ways it is. I have titled this blog Patience because I feel like right now that is what God is teaching me the most. I am not so sure that I am handling it so well because I am just ready to know what the next step is. Its not because I am unhappy or just that impatient but just that I am so in love with God. I am so excited to make up for what I feel like has been lost time. I wasted so many years only worrying about myself and not what I could be doing for God.
My husband always says "ask and you shall receive" so I have been praying and asking for God to use me and to give me a servants heart. We sang a song in church yesterday the chorus of the song said "I give myself away so you can use me". That is my main prayer right now. I do not want any part of me but only God. He is def. answering prayers. God is giving me a desires that I cannot wait to explore. Its almost one of those things where I feel that I cant sit still. Those of you who know me know that's really hard for me to do anyway. So in my journey of waiting and praying I will blog about how things are going and what is on my mind.
If you read this thank you for taking time out of your day to see what is important to me. God is an awesome God and I love each and everyone of you!
~ I waited patiently for the Lord to help me and He turned to me and heard my cry.
Psalm 40:1